I have realised now that there’s a lot of myself that requires adjustment and tuning, for the betterment of my heart and my future. I want to be less cynical and sceptical. I want to be inspiring, not depressing. I love the thought of being totally optimistic, but I think that without a little dash of gloom and sorrow every once in a while, we become lost in hope and fantasy, unable to absorb and truly understand life’s realities. SO here’s to finding the perfect balance.
I’m going to spend the next few weeks, in anticipation for the new year, trying to sort things out in my life. Who do I really need rather than who do I want to continue association with out of guilt? What are my priorities, not what others expect or want of me? Where do I draw the line for when enough is enough?
Some things changed, other things didn’t.