Sometimes i wish i was one of those people who could just pack their suitcase and go wherever they wanted. Not to have to plan everything and work out how she would cope, just to go and figure everything out when she got there. No drama, no stress!
But people complicate things. You could never really justify it to anyone, not like they do in the films. Its technically abandonment isn’t it. They’d really never forgive you. However happy something makes you, there needs to be the equal amount of misery somewhere else. Just to balance the world.